Well lately I've become re-obsessed with deviantart. I spend hours on here just looking at people's artwork. It usually inspires me, but sometimes it annoys me a little bit. There are some artists on here that I absolutely adore [[,,, just a few ^_^]], then there are some that I believe are very talented but seem so conceited & concerned way too much with their popularity on this website. Maybe it's just their way of promoting their artwork. I'm not judging, it's just something that's bothered me for a long time. I've been on here for over 4 years & I have not yet reached 700 pageviews lol. I'm not sure if anyone even reads this journal...but that's not why I'm on here. Just wanted to get that off my chest.

I'm still struggling with learning the ropes of Photoshop. I feel like I'd just be better off sticking with traditional art. I'm not sure why such a big part of me wants to learn it o_O I've also been fiddling around with some HTML stuff. Just minor crap. There are still so many things about it that I don't understand.

I feel like I can never have a positive journal entry, for the past few weeks I've been in a crappy mood every day. I can't get myself to leave the house, mainly because I'd be alone & I don't know anyone here, & Matt & I will be leaving in a month. & actually possibly maybe live together as a normal-ish married couple. I don't have a job, & I don't really want one. At this point it wouldn't even be worth it. On a positive note, my sister Layla is coming to visit in a week! I'm pretty excited, I hope she'll have fun here. I miss my family a lot.

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Um wow, freaking talented people